Thursday, January 26, 2012
Everything propagates from a broken heart.
posted @ 6:00 AM
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Saturday, January 21, 2012
想回到过去
posted @ 12:46 PM
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Tuesday, January 17, 2012
Sometimes, less is more.
posted @ 1:11 AM
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Sunday, January 15, 2012
It feels like I'm leading a dual life. I'm finally beginning to feel the weight of these two matters acting heavily on me. And of all places, the heart is the most vulnerable now.
Filled with regrets and bitterness, sunshine seems so far away.
posted @ 1:28 AM
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Wednesday, January 11, 2012
The first time I heard Poema Alpestre performed by The Philharmonic Winds, conducted by Mr Leonard Tan in August 2010, I fell in love with all 23 minutes of it. I was just awe-struck the whole time. It's one of those pieces which makes you feel complete just by listening to it. It was no doubt one of the best concerts I attended in my life so far.
The music revolves around the majestic Alps and its alternate moments of reality, matter, the ethereal and spirit.
"Mountains are symbolic meeting places between the material and spiritual world."Poema Alpestre, to me, is like a medicine for the soul. Be it heartbreak, despair or just feeling down in general, it always brings me back up on my feet and makes me feel whole again. Such is the power of music, and only a select few are blessed enough to be able to draw from this power.
Perhaps, this power is inspiration.
posted @ 4:06 PM
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Saturday, January 07, 2012
I can't stop thinking about her!
posted @ 4:32 AM
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Friday, April 01, 2011
you won't see me when i'm busy
you won't see me when these things bring me down
you won't see me when these things threaten to tear me apart
i saw things which were... normal at best
but i was heartbroken because i knew it'd have been special
if only things went according to plan
but i also saw things which weren't planned for
which were spontaneous
and that made all the difference
i do not know what you are thinking of me and this whole process
but i know that now i feel like the weakest link
it's funny how sometimes you can do so many things and try to make them special, and in the end everything just doesn't seem to matter
throughout this process, things became difficult between some of us
and maybe it's because i said or did stupid things
if i knew what repercussions were waiting behind those words or actions, then i wouldn't have said or done them
and now i regret that some things will never be the same again
if i had a choice, i would choose to disappear now
especially since everything was considered a success and it'd be a great memory
so that things which have already turned sour between some of us, will not become any worse
the most i could do to prevent anymore deteriorations of relationships is probably for me to avoid those involved in this human relation mess while still performing my duties
concert is over
i am glad that things went fine
but i am not happy
posted @ 2:37 PM
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